U Jump, I Jump, Let's Jump...?? Shall we jump??

Ga gampang untuk nyediain diri jd tpt bersandar, apalg klo kta jg lg ga dalam kondisi yg baik. Rasanya pengen jd burung ostrich aja kdang2, biar bisa nyelupin kpala k dlm tanah n ga perlu ndenger apa2 lg.

It wud be great having a smart friend while we're being the silly one, ato sbaliknya. Tp sama skali ga seru klo dua2nya lg being the silly friend. Pasti butuh pihak laen supaya netral n bisa mikir. Perlu otak pinter laen buat ngasi pencerahan.

Skarang ini, rasanya gw udah kya titanic aja. You jump, I jump. Gebleg! Ngapain coba kan dongo bareng2 bgitu. Udah gtu tenggelem pulak, hayahhh... Mesti ada yg bw pelampung lah klo pun ikutan jump.

While myself think i'm all shaped, my other self think there's smthing wrong... 

And all the sudden, everything feels totally wrong...

Once again, me being the silly friend..

hahaha enjoy my other part beybeh, better know this part now n walk away.. other than latter while regret is no longer an option, or worse - walking away is not a decision to consider.

PS: I Love You

if we're all alone,

then we're all together in that too..

...cool movie, glad finally had a chance to watch...

Escape

Once a while, life will be too complicated and unbelievably insane. When the anger, confusion or sadness has filled your heart.. many times you just dont know how to react. Jaw dropped, brain malfunctioned, out of word.

Numb... blank... even tears is not an option.

You just need an escape... a price yet so frikkin' expensive.

I wont promise to be there by yourside at all times
I wont promise for things to get better
I wont promise that it will be less painfull
I might not hold your hands or give you my shoulder

But I will be your escape
I will put up a safety net to catch your fall
And that you will never be alone

And when the days past
We will sit on a couch, holding a cup of hot coffee
Talking and laughing on all the regrets, pain and silly things..

..i'm saying prayers for you, hang in there dears..

Watery Eyes

I saw your face yesterday
Among those people standing on the street
Your smile, those eyes...
My eyes got warm and I felt the tears

I miss u,
Were you thinking about me?
Did you miss me upthere?

I miss you...
Have a peaceful rest there dear

My New Job

This facebook thing is turning into a daily task for me lately. It is truly amazing seeing the number of friend I made virtually, over 400.. Well, its included my relatives thou, but still..

The evolution thing is no joke, you know.. Its for real, n its happening.
Those with chemistry will stay, the rest will move on from your life.
From hundreds of my virtual friend, I cud count them within the fingers on my hand of those I keep a daily contact or those still around within distance.
In the end, only the closest will stay..

For whatever happen in the past, I believe we all have our reason to choose different path
Not that its better than others, sometimes it really is chemistry thing, nothing else
But forever they will be in my heart
Let them be listed virtually in facebook.. or elsewhere unknown
As I believe, that love will never end...

unless, off course.. it does end when the ugly gets worse *_*
this is one of many reason of separation anyhow