RIP Andika

Hai Na,
Pagi ini aku dapat kabar kalau Andika berpulang. Your most favorite brother-friend.
Dan tiba-tiba aku kaya liat muka cengengesan jahil kalian, seperti waktu kalian jemput aku pulang kantor suatu hari lalu itu.
Mungkin saat ini kalian sedang sibuk bercerita melepas rindu, bersama bercangkir-cangkir kopi dan semoga tidak berpuntung-puntung rokok.
Semoga baik-baik kalian disana, sampai waktunya nanti kita bertemu lagi...

Rest in peace dear Andika, you will be missed...

Compromise

There will come moments when you feel like you are having best moments of your life, like you are in the seventh heaven and that no way things could get better than this. But then there moght be a voice from deep inside, reminding of your fear and limits you have set in life, and all expectation you want to achieve.

There you are then...
Facing what so called; risk.

Some says to follow your heart and risk everything. But is it worth it?
Some says you won't see all those places mentioned beautifully in the books if you are afraid to spread your wings and fly. But is it worth it?

Some even say, what doesn't kill you will make you stronger.
But do you really want to reach the limit, knowing 50:50 possibility of pain and laughter? Both resulting teary swolen eyes...

No one can set your limit. It is your very own decision.
And life may not always be fair, as it should be. Yet you are expected to bargain, to meet half way, to compromise.

It is you who decide how you want your life to be, how you need your life to be.
Be brave, knowing you might get hurt and knowing happiness is there behind one of the displayed doors.

Have faith.
For there's rainbow after the storm...
There's always light after darkness...

Chin up and face the world.

Teary Girly

Don't bother to judge me for being all fragile and girly. As sometimes I find that sad movies and books are very helpfull to get the all hidden, guarded feelings inside.
I cried watching and reading "candy-candy" comic, so go figure.
Movies and books have been the reasons of swolen eyes in the morning of crying myself to sleep. Not just tiny little sobs and few tear drops, some of those could make my pillow really watery.

So don't say I didn't warn you,
For I am indeed full of tears and all girly.

Eternity

Just tell me,
How to hold so gentle and keeping the door opens
How to hold it tight and keep the gate unlocked
Just so I can keep it for the rest of my life

I am not letting go,
Yet I am not chasing up shadows

I just want to keep you,
To keep us

And if forever and eternity exist,
Let them prove it on our existance

M E R G E R

Setelah ada pengumuman dari Multiply, akhirnya saya memutuskan untuk mem-bedoldesa-kan semua artikel -tulisan,photo,video,dll- ke blog ini. Rencana awal untuk memisahkan keduanya terpaksa harus berubah dan sepertinya merger dari semua coretan saya akan kejadian...

Dalam beberapa waktu kedepan, saya akan mulai pindahan dan diupayakan semua dibuat sesuai dengan waktu posting masing-masing seperti aslinya.

Demikian ya, jadi mari kita pindahan...