Thursday, July 7, 2005

uNTitLeD

ketika,
kurasakan sudah
ada ruang di hati ku yang kau sentuh
dan ketika
kusadari sudah
tak selalu indah cinta yang ada ...

Mungkin memang, ku yang harus mengerti
Bila ku, bukan yang ingin kau miliki
Salahkahku bila, kaulah yang ada dihatiku

Ada kah kusinggah di hatimu
Mungkinkah kau rindukan padaku
adakah ku sedikit di hatimu

Bila kah ku mengganggu harimu
Mungkinkah tak inginkan adaku
akankah ku sedikit di hatimu

Bila memang, ku yang harus mengerti
Mengapa, cintamu tak dapat ku miliki
Salahkah ku bila
Kaulah yang ada di hatiku.

Kau yang ada, di hatiku.....

Bila cinta kita tak akan tercipta
Kuhanya, sekedar ingin tuk mengerti
Adakah diriku, oh singgah di hatimu...
Dan bilakah kau tahu..
Kaulah yang ada di hatiku

Kau yang ada, di hatiku.....


untitled by maliq & d'essentials

Monday, July 4, 2005

Just have to let go...

Everything in life is very unpredictable. One day u can sit on the couch, thankful for everything u have, a home with warm laughter of the family...but in a blink of an eye, just like that. Ur on ur own. Alone, have nothing. Feel hopeless and helpless.
There are times when u have to fight sooo hard for what u wish to come true. Climb the mountain and swim across the ocean. U feel like u have the power to conquer the world. That everything ahead of u will be down on their knees on ur command.
But u have to always remember...
That no matter how hard u tried, no matter how many mountains u'v climbed, if it's not meant for u and it's not meant to happen...then it won't.
I, my self believe, that all that counts is the process. Cos u can never guarantee the result. It's our responsibility to do our best in everuthing. And u have to pray...for only God has power to make the impossible to possible.
For everything u have is only a loan-basis. Just have to be prepared to let go....
twofiftyfivepm, forthofjulytwothousandfive
feelthenumb, feelthedeathofthebutterflies, feelnothing.