hot chocolate muffins

Just have to...

Sometimes you just wish you have a big giant eraser, so you can easily wipe away anything happened or said or done and start over.
Sometimes you just wish you have a very effective and multi-function vacuum cleaner, so you can easily take out whatever it is that shadowing the sparkle in loved one's eyes.

Sometimes you wish you can just tell the world,
That you do love him
That you are going to spend your life with him
That the world will just have to deal with it

So please do that,
Deal with it..

Picnic

Two slices of super supreme pizza
Two slices of american favourite pizza
One bowl of potato wedges
A bottle of extra hot sauce
A bottle of cold water and a glass
And few pillows to smack and play

It was then,
Our first picnic

Letters to Julliet

Dear Claire,

"what" and "if" are two words as non-threatening as words can be. But put them together side-by-side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life: What if? What if? What if?
I don't know how your story ended, but if what you felt then was true love, then it's never too late.
If it was true then, why wouldn't it be true now?
You need only the courage to follow your heart.
I don't know what love like Julliet's feels like: love to leave loved ones for, love to cross oceans for, but I'd like to believe if I ever were to feel it, that I have the courage to seize it.
And Claire, if you didn't, I hope someday that you will.

All my love, Julliet

-from the movie, letters to julliet-

Senja, Hujan, dan Aku

Bukan rahasia kalau sore hujan selalu membuatku merindu. Tolong jangan tanya mengapa ataupun siapa, karena rindu tidak perlu alasan. Kadang ku pikir rindu hanya perlu aku, dan hujan, atau senja, atau bahkan tidak perlu apa-apa.
Dan kemudian rindu itu mengalir menghangatkan hati.

Ah, tentu saja rinduku kadang hadir berteman wajah, ataupun harum wangi tubuh, berbagai kilasan peristiwa yang menyisakan senyum maupun helaan nafas.

Sore ini, tidak ada wajah...
Tidak ada harum wangi tubuh...
Pun peristiwa berkelebat di benak

Aku hanya rindu senja berteman hujan
Tidak lebih, apalagi kurang

Aku
Senja
Hujan

Dan bahwa,
Lagi-lagi
Betapa bahagia itu sungguh sederhana adanya

F.R.I.D.A.Y.

Well, it is finally Friday
Put on my casual office style, feel gorgeous
The sun shines softly, the wind blows nicely
And I got you

That would be more than enough for now...
Have a nice, lovely and peacefull Friday

Hugs and kisses,
The green friday me

When i do...

Just know that,
When I say I do,
Nothing but the truth will be presented
As it means I do love you, I do care about you, and I do think of a future together

Just know that,
When I say I do,
A hope of being together exist unhidden
Another risk of a fallen, bruised and broken hearted

Just know that,
When I say I do,
It does not meant for a short-term, up side and playfull one side term
As it is offering a whole complete package
Of me, of myself, of my luggage, of everything my universe

So when I say I do,
I am trusting you, with everything I am

Time will tell,
The truth will show the right path
Love will light the way

Just then, when I say I do...

It's just my saturday thought...

It is amazing how love really works. Secretive, mysterious, exciting, thrilling and certainly full of drama.

There are moments when you know you will be alright, as there is someone there who will hold your hands through all the ups and downs of life.
There are moments when you don't have to look beautiful or perfect, or cheerfull and smily, and still you know he will still be there smiling.
There are also moments when you keep him strong and tough just by being there, listening to every sigh and weariness, to shadowy eyes or half smile, not promising things will be just fine, only letting him know that you are there with him all the way.

Love does not need to be fancy, exclusive or extraordinary.
Love and simplicity just fit perfectly together.

You know,
Just like the rain and its thunder, come along with rainbow or flood.
As for the beach and its wave, one but not together.
Even the sun and the moon, sharing the cycle equally and meet occassionally.

The cupid decides, heart cherish the moment, love does the magic.

Then us...?
Live the moment to its best,
Love every beat its offering,
Cherish the breath of its existance.

As you might never know, the attached agreement, unwhispered one, between love and time.

Have a free fall, be in love...
Just don't fall blindly in love

As love, does not hurt
As love, sincere and true
As love, offers itself to be kept and hold
As love, is a precious gift from the universe

if you...

If you hear the thunder tonight,
Maybe it's me calling your name

If you hear the rain outside,
Maybe it's me tucking up your blanket and hold you while you sleep

If you hear nothing at all,
Well it's probably because we are there, side by side

Till morning comes

Till the time comes

thank you

I know I am loved
Thank you

I know I am being loved
Again, thank you

I am loved
I am blessed
What a lucky me...

ya, hanya kepada...

Kepada matahari yang masih lelap diperaduan,
Terangi hidupku dengan penuh hangat
Mudahkan langkahku susuri waktu
Ceriakan hatiku bersama pendar cahyamu

Kepada bulan yang bersiap menepi,
Damaikan hati dan pikirku dari segala bimbang
Ringankan rasa dari segala ada
Tenangkan pejamku bersama hadirmu

Kepada semesta yang tiada lelah berputar,
Tegakkan langkahku dipusaranmu
Rendahkan hatiku dari segala tinggi
Mampukan hati menerima petunjuk

Kepada hati yang tak henti berbisik,
Biarkan putih selalu adamu
Bersama kebenaran yang terbentang lepas
Membalut damai setiap langkah

high and above

There was the day when I hold on too tight and would not let go
There was the day when I fought so hard and would not be defeated
There was the day when I cried so hard and felt so alone

Then I had the day when a moment of silence arrived
The day when I had a peace of mind
The day when nothing but my own happiness mattered

Then I know that holding on too tight is not a way to make things right
Listened to my heart and I know which way I should step my feet into

It is right when it feels right

I am standing here at this very moment
Holding my arms out and open my palms up to the sky
Let the wind carry things away
High up and above

As I am, letting you go...
For the better or worse