Tuuuuttt... Tuuuuttttttt...

Feels like the days are crawling sooo slowly
The sun shines brightly out there
As if promising a glorious day
But still the sea has lack its salty taste

its a BLAH day, so a friend said...

Exhausted

Exhausted..
At this point, exhaustion is nearly draining my spirit
It is neither the world nor life brought me to this stage of life
Only the need to compromise and tolerate things around me..

Never once I thought of being a perfect person
Just ensuring that I always try my best in everything
Listening to the angel on my right and ignoring the demon on my left
Occasionally ignoring them both and enjoy the stubborness

What is normal anyway?
Or have you found out the meaning of abnormality?

This exhaustion is killing me
Mind you, give me some space..
Enough to rest my ear from the noises
Enough to rest my eyes from the pictures
Enough to rest my mind n heart in peace

Wufyu..

Life might not always beautiful, or even far from perfect
I won't mind going thru rainy and stormy day
Let it be just sitting on a bench having gorengan n teh manis anget
Just name the place,
As long as those beloved people around,
I know I will be ok, for whatever happen

..wufyu guys, so beary much..

Merindu

Sore ini gelap datang lebih cepat
Bersimbah butiran air yg turun dengan murah hati
Menyisakan embun di jendela kaca
Meluruhkan debu di dedaunan

Hai hujan,
Luruhkan gundah dihatiku
Larutkan bersama butiran airmu
Mengalir menjauh, lalu diam

Hujan,
Mungkin nanti saat kau mengalir menjauh
Kau diam tergenang di tempatnya
Bisikan padanya akan rinduku
Hanya untuk sore ini saja
Tidak nanti malam atau kali lain
Sungguh..

Kesempatan Kedua

Kalau suatu hari, sebuah kesempatan kedua yg diharap2kan muncul, apa yg akan kamu lakukan? Seribu penyesalan dihati hampir selalu diiringi sebuah harapan akan datangnya sebuah kesempatan kedua. Untuk dapat memperbaiki segala kesalahan dan kemudian berharap akan sebuah perubahan hasil dihari kini.

Mungkin untuk memaafkan bukan suatu hal yg terlalu sulit, tp untuk melupakan... butuh sebuah hati yg sangat besar dan tulus. Dan semoga, hati kita cukup besar untuk memaafkan dan melupakan, terlepas dari harapan akan sebuah kesempatan kedua..

I don't wanna talk, about the things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me, now it's history
I've played all my cards, and that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say, no more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
Thats her destiny

I was in your arms, thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense, building me a fence
Building me a home, thinking Id be strong there
But I was a fool, playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
Its simple and its plain
Why should I complain

But tell me does she kiss, like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same, when she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside, you must know I miss you
But what can I say, rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I don't wanna talk, if it makes you feel sad
And I understand, you've come to shake my hand
I apologize, if it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense, no self-confidence

But you see
The winner takes it all

..inspired by Mama-Mia, the movie..