Ketika hitam adalah putih...

Batas hitam dan putih itu jelas ada
Tanpa pertanyaan
Kemudian abu-abu datang
Bergradasi dengan ribuan tanda tanya

Dan dengan sbuah alasan dan pembenaran
Abu2 bisa jd hitam...
Atau bermetamorfosis putih

Mungkin perlu kaca pembesar
Atau alat bantu dengar
Tp seringkli,
Hanya kebesaran jiwa yg nyata adanya

...pengen beli cermin besar buat mreka yg sibuk tunjuk2 orang lain...

The Time Is Running Out...

Never consider myself as a loner...
Though I need to have my own space and time occasionally
Without disturbance, without interuption
Just me

Always love being in a crowd
But cant deny my being lost
As if standing in the middle of strangers
Aliens from no where ever named

Been trying to take things deeper lately
Looking at people's eyes and meant everything that said
Memorizing everybody's face and keep them inside
Touching them as it will be the last of all

Ever feel like the your time is running out?

Saying prayers before closing your eyes to sleep
One of those is to wake up in the morning
To be with loved ones
Cherish another day of sunrise and sunset

Maybe the time is about to come
Though I wish for it to stay much longer
As the moon bring light to a dark cold night
And the sun warm a quite dawn

And when it comes,
Let them know how much I love them
Let them know how I never meant to hurt and broke their heart
Let them know that I had a wonderful life...

Thank you...
For time is a mistery
As love is a blessing

Maaf...

Susah payah ku penuhi paru2ku dengan udara
Meredakan gundah dan melepas beban hati
Berharap sesal terbuang bersama hembusan nafasku

Sulit sekali untuk menahan diri
Memenuhi hati dengan sabar
Terutama atas mereka yg telah hadir penuh sabar
Dalam setiap jatuh bangun dan ketiada berdayaanku

Maaf...
Seringkli aku tak punya cukup sabar untuk menghadapi kalian
Seringkli aku alpa untuk mengikhlaskan hatiku
Seringkli aku bgitu egois

Maaf...
Sulit skali untuk menyamai sperempat saja sabar kalian
Atas segala pengulangan dan kekeras kepalaan
Yg dulu pun ku bebankan dengan tanpa rasa bersalah

Maaf...
Sungguh penyesalan itu tak harus ada
Andai aku mampu lbh bersabar

...dedicated to Mimo n Baps, I Love U with all my heart...

Video di atas kiriman dr teman, ga tau sumbernya dr mana atopun sapa yg bikin. Tp pesannya dalem dan bagus bgt.

Make the best of what you have, as it may not last forever...

With or Without, Be or Not To Be..

It's funny how u keep questioning things...
Of how important the existance of them in life
Whether it's really necessary, or could be considered an option

Some things are indeed so very important, non-negotiable
But there are also things that not as important but lacking those will make life less colourfull
Still those are not important

It's about how your prioritize life...
To put them in their appropriate boxes
Which of those impact your life n death situation

I say,
If it's not a life sentence thing, then it may as well be invisible...

do me a favour please...

aturan nomer satu:
jujur ama diri sendiri

tolong dibenarkan ya;
bahwa ketika kta memutuskan untuk cerita ssuatu ama sseorang, brarti kta percaya ama orang itu, bukankah demikian?
jd klo stelah cerita trus ngrasa paranoid dan sangsi ama si penampung cerita, tolong diingat2 untuk ga lg datengin si penampung cerita di kemudian hari.

gada seorangpun yg akan maksa siapapun untuk cerita sejujur2nya.
tp ketdk jujuran tentunya berdampak jg pd banyak hal.

above all, buat gw sih, brusahalah untuk jujur ama diri sendiri...
klo ama diri sendiri aja udah ga jujur, gmana ama orang lain...???

go figure it out