Tuesday, December 20, 2005

There's NO such thing as PERFECTNESS

U know that sometime life is even harder to bear because of other people's expectation on our life?...

We have our limitation, our own difficulties which other can hardly see. There's no way you can expect them to understand, and there's no excuse for you to tolerate any of those. Feels like cursing to ease the burden...

The power to survive is there, we can make it just fine i know. But facing it will never be as easy as it seems. Time will heal, time will take care of things.

I havent been able to stand firmly again, havent gathered my scattered pieces back in place. Havent been able to erase the guilty feeling and regrets. Million times i've told myself there's no use regreting things happened in the pass. Just have to deal with it, take the risk and learn from your mistakes. Why is it so hard to do that now?

Can hardly feel the smile in my heart. The emptiness remain.

Many times you feel like life is making fun of you. Just when you think that everything is just perfect, BOOM!!! Things fall apart. There's no perfectness which belong to us, to human being. We can only plan, imagining, hoping and pray.

Kini Harus Aku Lewati
Sepi Hariku Tanpa Dirimu Lagi
Biarkan Kini Ku Berdiri
Melawan Waktu Tuk Melupakan Mu
Walau Pedih Hati Namun Aku Bertahan
(damn!! knapa juga mba2 warnet nyetel lagu ini skarang sih??)

Everything happens for a reason, though many times we cant find what the reason was. Still you have to have faith, have to believe, that everything that happen is for your best. Again, this cliche statement is never easy to apply.

bsok 40hri Savana pgi...

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